maybe its the daylight savings time. or the cold weather, or my monthly coming on for the first time since Eves birth..(old friend, where aret thou?) But lately Ive been feeling kinda glum. I love my life, my kids, my husband. Friends? Seems like my monthly friend isnt the only one hiding these days.
Where are my friends? I was thinking the other day, if I didnt make the effort to keep my friendships going, would they? It seems like Im always calling, always inviting and always lending an ear or shoulder.
I stopped making an effort on monday, to see what would happen. Its now friday, ONE friend called on Tuesday morning, I told her my son was throwing up. She has not called since not even to check in on how hes feeling....it makes me wonder if I am doing something wrong? Am I bad a friend? Maybe since I am a mom of two, wife and housekeeper I shoudnt need friends, have no time for them? Have they no time for me? In a way I feel betrayed, cause all the extra efforts I made to give and to listen have gone for nay. On the other hand, maybe its just me. I am being over dramatic?
It would be nice if someone checked in on me for a change, only my moms sister does every so often and thats about it. I guess this is proof that if we moved to Washington it would be fine, cause nobody would notice anyway....
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