Monday, September 6, 2010

I always have to go to the bathroom while im nursing

Oh why Oh why do I ALWAYS have to use the bathroom while im nursing? Its not only than, but other times that I just cannot go. Like yesterday, we were looking at four houses, in two hours. I had to go, THE ENTIRE TIME. So naturally, I felt rushed to begin with, but how can I really KNOW how I feel about a house when my mind is on my bladder?  I didnt have to go before we left, I even tried. Maybe Ive been around a four year old for too long, and hes been rubbing off on me, cause its totally what I kid would do.
On a more somber note, I havent written in ages, but alot has happened. My estranged parents? Well they are back into my life, not because they realised maybe theyd been asking a little too much from me in terms of forgiveness or letting (the past) go, (seroiusly, that will NEVER happen) but becuase my mom got suddenly real sick. I shouldnt say it was too sudden though, she started coughing a year ago, weird cough, just dry. Her idiot dr. said she has allergies so for an entire year she coughed until one day she woke up and coudnt talk, or use her left arm and leg. After going to the hospital they diagnosed her with stage four lung and brain cancer. Two months later shes aged about 60 years, has very little hair left and is in alot of pain. Her dr. just last week misdiagnosed her again saying she had pink eye? who gets pink eye for a month? but again they beleived him and now just found out its a tumor behind her eye detaching a retina. Can we say LAWSUIT anyone? As far as Im concerened that nutty Dr. killed my mother. Im seriously thinking about filing a lawsuit agaisnt him. Im going to get a consult with a lawyer to see if I even have grounds to. I dont want vengonce, its not my belief, but i just want to protect anyone else he might MISdiagnose. And lets just say, it wouldnt feel BAD to see his lisence revoked. althought woudnt it be something to find out he wasnt even ligit in the first place?? When I was a kid he was MY dr. and he gave me pills to take for my uclerative colitis that almost killed ME. I stopped going to him after that, but ofcourse....well...if it was MY kid Id have sued him and found another dr...