Oh why Oh why do I ALWAYS have to use the bathroom while im nursing? Its not only than, but other times that I just cannot go. Like yesterday, we were looking at four houses, in two hours. I had to go, THE ENTIRE TIME. So naturally, I felt rushed to begin with, but how can I really KNOW how I feel about a house when my mind is on my bladder? I didnt have to go before we left, I even tried. Maybe Ive been around a four year old for too long, and hes been rubbing off on me, cause its totally what I kid would do.
On a more somber note, I havent written in ages, but alot has happened. My estranged parents? Well they are back into my life, not because they realised maybe theyd been asking a little too much from me in terms of forgiveness or letting (the past) go, (seroiusly, that will NEVER happen) but becuase my mom got suddenly real sick. I shouldnt say it was too sudden though, she started coughing a year ago, weird cough, just dry. Her idiot dr. said she has allergies so for an entire year she coughed until one day she woke up and coudnt talk, or use her left arm and leg. After going to the hospital they diagnosed her with stage four lung and brain cancer. Two months later shes aged about 60 years, has very little hair left and is in alot of pain. Her dr. just last week misdiagnosed her again saying she had pink eye? who gets pink eye for a month? but again they beleived him and now just found out its a tumor behind her eye detaching a retina. Can we say LAWSUIT anyone? As far as Im concerened that nutty Dr. killed my mother. Im seriously thinking about filing a lawsuit agaisnt him. Im going to get a consult with a lawyer to see if I even have grounds to. I dont want vengonce, its not my belief, but i just want to protect anyone else he might MISdiagnose. And lets just say, it wouldnt feel BAD to see his lisence revoked. althought woudnt it be something to find out he wasnt even ligit in the first place?? When I was a kid he was MY dr. and he gave me pills to take for my uclerative colitis that almost killed ME. I stopped going to him after that, but ofcourse....well...if it was MY kid Id have sued him and found another dr...
I'm the same way. I feel like I have to pee whenever something important is going on! I use to nurse Mirabel while on the toliet...I'm a multitasker you know!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry about your mom. It is ashame that you guys couldn't have a relationship until she became sick. Some people are like that though. They don't realize the mistakes they made and who really matters to them till it is almost too late.
As for dr. I'm with ya. I work an assistant living facitly caring for the elderly and I see a lot of my residents being given way too many pills. One dr in particular really urkes me! People put their blind faith in drs, but you can't do that. Not everyone in the medicial field has your best interest at heart.
Britt, that is funny. I woudnt admit it till you said something, but ive gone potty while nursing my kids as well. as moms, you just gotta do, what you gotta do!
ReplyDeleteForgiving my mom was so easy after she got sick. It was like the burdon of it was simply lifted, when for years id been working to forgive.
I learned alot about drs. being sick as a kid and seeing a few "butchers". I finally found a dr. i can really trust with me, my kids and my husband. Hes expensive and a far drive but its worth it!